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| "get rid of useless people in your life" huh...
I just feel tired...
Tired of thinking... just tired of caring...
Don't even know anymore.
2 months of happiness went by so fast and left me... and now I'm back to reality, hah. Where my shitty life hole is. Can't blame the place.. it's just the shit and the people.
And can never expect much from people..... I already knew that... I already knew that, but sometimes it is hard... but it's even harder to try not to care.
Still wish I was with ohimesama and Ryou... | | |
| Back here in Vancouver.... so boring... because everyone is busy with school or work.
I really miss eating good food in Japan... when I see those pictures I took on my cellphone... makes me all hungry and sad :( So far, I didn't eat any Japanese food when I came back... （笑）
Jet lag screwing up my sleeping habits.. and I take too many naps now instead of getting a full night's sleep. And I lost my appetite ever since I came back :(
But sigh.... being back here.... just came back from such a great stress-free vacation.... but the bullshit people I know keep pulling outta their asses is just ridiculous.... really wish I was still in Japan... with my ohimesama and cutie pie Ryou :(
Like Chau Chau said, "don't say things that are untrue about me."
Be good friends? My ass. Learn to grow balls and then come back to talk to me.
Don't say shit about me just because things didn't go your way.
Tired of that kind of shit. Going to enjoy bowling tomorrow and MWAHAHA L4D :D Enjoy tomorrow with lovely Horse Mother... lololol :) | | |
| So what's new?
Almost back to Vancouver unfortunately...
Been relaxing... bumming around at home and helping out. Plus Ryou is cute!!! So I don't mind.. and everyone is really nice here, so I like helping out.. and I learned a few dishes to try and cook.. cept we don't have same spices in Canada.. they have like this pepper salt spice thingy.. maybe I'll buy at supermarket to bring back (笑)
Don't know what to feel these days... Don't wanna bother thinking... just think the fact that.. human beings are and will always be selfish. Of course, there are the few that think of others before themselves. At this point, I will still be silent and considerate.. because that's the way I am.
And I know what it's like to be selfish and inconsiderate... for that, I am really sorry........ I will try to be more understanding from now on... but I want my freedom too. I can take care of myself.... but until you understand, I will control myself.
Really don't want to go back to Vancouver... but for the future, I will work hard.. study hard.
During this vacation, been thinking a lot about what to do when I come back... and hopefully that motivation and determination will stay >_< As well, I think I've been learning a lot... about things in life in general. Hopefully I will try to be a better person... | | |
| in Japan right now...
Not doing much except ブラブラしてる。 And shopping!!!
Just enjoying and relaxing here...
Did a lot of sightseeing before with my family... so I don't know. I don't mind going to temples but duno if Cindy would.. plus she is lazy at walking, like a certain Ellie I know.. :P | | |
| Haven't posted in a while... but haven't had much to say... or didn't really wanna write much on here anyways... or I was just lazy... probably the main factor here.
Leaving in 5 days.. but so frustrated right now still...
Still trying to find a place to stay for 2 weeks when we arrive.. fawk...
Hoping..... and praying...... but if things fall through, I will just pay for the weekly tokyo mansion thing.. which I think is probably better than hostel @@;;; I can pay for it all.. I don't mind.. since I feel like it's my fault >_<;;; Will have to talk to Cindy tomorrow to figure it out~.. hope Asami replies soon.. or Melanie finds something.. sigh- HOPING >_<!!!!!!!
At least.. get to leave.. finally away from Vancouver for a long while. I seriously need some time to myself!! Need a breather... and just time away from everything to relax.
I just don't want to think. Don't want to care. Just want to breathe-
Still lots of stuff left to do... Exchange money... Buy JR pass... and pack pack pack. | | |
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